omg why do i distant myself away from my guy friends and everything when you...........


dont even feel the sense of awkwardness of being close to girls.
i am fucking stupid.

goodnight

you bitch. of course i'm jealous.

well tht sounded horrible but yeah im fuckin serious.
its getting annoying, youre making me miserable.

....................
i mean just look at you now. i didn't know you'd turn out like....this.
yeah ive missed you but, whtever.

it doesn't matter now does it.




fuck this okay it's just two weeks to go.

oh my i just cant wait to see the real you after os

ah seriously i need this space right now.
sigh. you know, alot of shit happened lately. too much.
in fact, for the past 3 weeks maybe, we've always been fighting every few days.
if not fight, get all angsty cranky or you know, that tension?

yeh yknow it srsly sucks......but ok we solved that few days ago.
so the reason was.... you rly cant stand it that i have guys in my inbox ok sorry???? and you wouldnt even listen to my explanation :( no wait, you did. but i had a "yeah okay" as a reply. yeah sure...... sigh. and then since all matters are solved, i thought it's all okay. war's over.


ive stopped texting everyone. and everything. just so i dont have to go thru another war. and yup i know your expression and emotions change when you saw the name of the ex in my inbox. ah, you mean you thought i didn't see yours? sure. i just pretended like i didn't. i totally did. and she was on your twitter mentions too. oh wow now look who's talking to who's ex...............yup sure.

ok have a nice day while i adapt to a shitty life